
I'm Gonna Be Myself (I'm Still Me)
by Angel Thomas
Lyrics
[Intro - whispered male talk-rap over sparse piano, vinyl crackle, 808 rumble, playful female ad-libs]
Yeah, I see you lookin’
Mm-hmm
Keep it cute
[Verse 1 - bouncy country-rap groove, acoustic guitar snap, trap hi-hats, violin stabs, sly male vocal]
You can keep your little side-eye, your little fake concern
I’m not here for your approval, I’m not here to learn
How to fold myself up small so you can feel tall
Nah, I like my own reflection, flaws and all
You say, “Tone it down,” I say, “Turn it up”
You talk like a front porch judge with a coffee cup
But I ain’t changin’ my boots for your polished floor
You can save your opinion, I don’t need it no more
[Pre-Chorus - tension build, piano chords, flute line, snare roll, female harmonies rising]
You don’t have to like me, that’s perfectly fine
I’m not your little project, not your punchline
And every time you wrinkle up your nose at me
I get a little more me, a little more free
[Chorus - big catchy hook, full band lift, 90s pop sheen, disco groove, deep female backing vocals]
I’m gonna be myself, myself, myself
If you don’t like it, put your little thoughts back on the shelf
I don’t need your gold star, your fake advice, your little badge
What you think means nothin’, baby, that’s just math
I’m gonna be myself, loud, proud, unbothered
You can sip your gossip while I glow even harder
You try to make me change, but that just makes me shine
The more it gets to you, the more I’m doin’ fine
[Verse 2 - cheeky rap with phonk grit, blues guitar licks, tighter drums, conversational delivery]
You’re borin’, not bright, and your rumors travel fast
Always talkin’ ‘bout somebody like you’re built to last
But I don’t see me actin’ like I need to fix your mess
I accept your whole personality, even though it’s… less
Yeah, I know you suck, but I’m still civil, that’s a fact
I leave your little drama right there on the welcome mat
You keep starin’ like I’m supposed to feel ashamed
Nah, your judgment’s weak, and honestly, it’s kinda lame
[Pre-Chorus - building tension with DnB break accents, layered vocals, rising bass]
You can clutch your pearls, I’ll clutch my own style
I’m not here to shrink down just to make you smile
And every time you try to dim what I can be
I get a little more me, a little more free
[Chorus - explosive repeat with sidechained bass, violin flourish, crowd-ready vocal chant]
I’m gonna be myself, myself, myself
If you don’t like it, put your little thoughts back on the shelf
I don’t need your gold star, your fake advice, your little badge
What you think means nothin’, baby, that’s just math
I’m gonna be myself, loud, proud, unbothered
You can sip your gossip while I glow even harder
You try to make me change, but that just makes me shine
The more it gets to you, the more I’m doin’ fine
[Bridge - half-time, stripped piano and violin, smoky male vocal with female harmony echoes]
We don’t all gotta match, don’t all gotta bend
I can be me, and you can still pretend
But if my truth makes you twitch, that ain’t on me
That’s just your reflection beggin’ to be seen
[Final Chorus - full lift, disco drums, 808s, guitar, flute, gospel-style backing vocals]
I’m gonna be myself, myself, myself
If you don’t like it, put your little thoughts back on the shelf
I don’t need your gold star, your fake advice, your little badge
What you think means nothin’, baby, that’s just math
I’m gonna be myself, and that’s the final word
You can keep on talkin’, I ain’t even hurt
You try to make me change, but I just laugh and sing
The more you mind my business, the more I do my thing
[Outro - fading groove, reverb-drenched vocals, acoustic guitar and flute, sly ad-libs]
Mm-hmm, I’m still me
Yeah, I’m still me
You can keep on watchin’
I’ll keep on bein’ free