
I'm Just A Shadow
by Angel Thomas
Lyrics
[Verse 1 - sparse piano, muted kick, intimate breathy vocals]
You treat me like a shadow on the wall
Only there when the light starts to fall
You’re always leaving me out in the dark
And I’m standing still with a breaking heart
I wonder if you’d miss me if I disappeared
If I slipped through the silence and vanished from here
I keep my distance, but I’m screaming inside
With every word you never said, every tear I hide
[Pre-Chorus - rising strings, heartbeat percussion, fragile layered harmonies]
I wanna run away, go where only I know
Find a place in the night where the hurt can’t follow
If you could see through my eyes for just one day
Maybe you’d understand the words I can’t say
[Chorus - full band, soaring melody, emotional punch]
You leave me in the dark, all alone
Like I’m reaching for you, but you never come home
I’m left feeling lonely again
With this pain in my chest I can’t pretend
Oh, can’t you just once look— it’s right there in my eyes
Are you too afraid to know what I hide?
You leave me in the dark, all alone
And I’m fading where your love should have grown
[Verse 2 - electric guitar shimmer, restrained drums, aching vocal tone]
I wish you could feel the weight that I carry
The silent kind of hurt that makes a soul wary
I’ve been holding my breath just to keep from breaking
But every empty promise keeps the ground from shaking
I see the truth in the cracks of your stare
But you turn away like you don’t even care
And I’m tired of pretending I’m fine
When all I really want is a hand in mine
[Bridge - stripped back piano and pads, vulnerable vocal, soaring final harmony]
If I disappeared, would you finally see me?
Would the emptiness hit when you couldn’t say you need me?
I’m not asking for forever, just a little light
Just one honest moment, one reason to fight
[Final Chorus - bigger drums, heavy bass, stacked harmonies, cathartic lift]
You leave me in the dark, all alone
Like I’m reaching for you, but you never come home
I’m left feeling lonely again
With this pain in my chest I can’t pretend
Oh, can’t you just once look— it’s right there in my eyes
Are you too afraid to know what I hide?
You leave me in the dark, all alone
And I’m fading where your love should have grown
[Outro - fading piano, reverb-drenched vocals, bittersweet atmosphere]
I’m just a shadow in the corners of your light
Still hoping, still hurting, still trying tonight
You leave me in the dark...
And I’m lonely again