going insane
Lyrics
you people always trying to tell me what to do think and you can control my life while I'm not going to let you anymore no I stand up here I'm on top of the world you can't tell me what to do my heart's my heart I gotta follow it not listening to the brain in my head like you all telling me to do I do what I want I do it for me I don't do it for anyone else I'm on my side I don't need you with my standard I just go on my own I go on my own I keep on going don't know where it goes that's how I roll go alone walking around the street not even care where I go I just keep on going don't want anyone to follow me no I go on my own you can't control me anymore cuz my life is mine I can't do nothing you don't listen to me so I just leave you alone cuz I don't want to deal with another person who doesn't give exam about me why would I waste my time on someone like you cuz everyone knows you'll never get anywher not with all the s*** you like control your life so just listen to me walk on your own do it all on your own don't let anyone follow you know you can't trust anyone no more know when you've been through this s*** that I've been through so I'll walk around not trusting a damn person don't really give a damn if you're just trying to help me if I could I'd throw in a 2.5 seconds cuz I don't really know who the hell you are I never really trust you even if you're only showing me kindness I don't give a damn if you've been in my life forever now cuz why the hell would I trust anyone when my for my dad left on my mom's sexes are really piece of s*** I can't trust anyone with my heart pounding everyone doing mental abuse so I take all the pain that I have and push it to become my best I don't really give a damn if you tell me I can't do something I used to push me to my best so don't tell me what to do cuz I'll figure it out and I'll do it anyway I use all that s*** to push me to the best so why don't let them get to my head anymore no I don't do it for you I just do it for me y'all for me I don't really give it time about you not because all your f****** do is sit in your bed screaming on whatever s*** you really want to do anymore cuz all you really do is control your life you let everyone do whatever the hell you want but no I'm not going to be like you I'm not like a f****** failure cuz I know I'll find my family like you will end up like my mom and dad and I know that's just a f****** bad habits so I can't let anything happen to me like they light in their f****** lives I'm not going to be anything like you would like you whole entire time life cuz if you try and control me that's not the kind of end very well for you cuz you all know how dangerous I can really be if I'm angry so I'm just telling you to watch out for my fits because they're going to be reaching your head whenever you decide you want to be better than me cuz I know that you can't do nothing with those weak little twig arms cuz that's all you really do is sit in your bedroom and never work out just really making yourself weak you hit up on little girls cuz that's what all you can do anymore your mama left your dad to hit you so while you really can do is just let it control your life but you want to know what I'm not going to know that happen to me cuz I'm nothing like you you're just a failure or mess that's what your daddy said before he hit you and left so if you really think I'm going to be anything like you you need to get your brain check cuz I'm not going to be as crazy as you I mean I guess I'm a little crazy all the s*** I do talk about all the killing people with the knives I wonder how someone would look like with a thousand nails stuck in their head probably a bit bloody but honestly I'd love it shove him in my basement I love to torture people it's kind of fun if you really want to grasp it if you really don't think about the person if you don't think about the family you just think about what you can do to them then it doesn't really hurt you or others I know people always telling you to turn yourself in after that s*** but nah that's what the weak people do me and you know we're going to do whatever the hell we want don't give a damn if they call please we just run away like we always do it's not like they can control our life I can come in the nuts put them down to the ground so I don't really give a damn if I'm really going to prison because who really cares at this point I don't really care if I go to jail for life hell yeah really got what I wanted to die in the end who really gives a damn anymore you want to join me I don't really think you do you might be a little afraid of me but that's okay cuz I'm only a little insane only going to hurt you a little so I don't let anyone control my life to tell me I need to get a real job to tell me I need to get in check to tell me I need help but I don't really need that s*** they just tell them to myself cuz I want to control me anymore all the s*** is driving me insane