dear Dad
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hey Dad I need to tell you to know one thing or two that you're never going to be anything if you stay in your house like a coward come out and talk to me like a real person I never wanted you to leave but you did anyway I said you were never coming back don't think I ever forgot about that so I still remember the dayyy you would have to see the talk with nowhere to go so dear Dad I hope you know that I'm too faced I hide in my room with this too it's a smile on the mask so I just want you to know dear Dad I still remember the time you were abusing my mommy don't you ever say you forgot it I really really did think that you cared but you never showed up the court like you really f****** cared you damn liar you say that you care but then you don't even show up the cord for me get Justin and I kind of broke me a little inside with all the other s*** you do so I still remember the day you left you never ever came back I don't believe the things you say now I'm smarter than that I know who I am now I'm not someone to follow not someone to break I'm here now and I just want to say dear Dad I hope you take this the wrong way and I'm not sorry so for wrong what you did I hope you know that I'm too faced from the day that you hit my mom me so I say dear Dad I hope you take this the wrong way and I'm not sorry I hate you when I always will you're just another Time extra I might say that but I do care a little but I never ever show up because I'm not falling into your truck again so I just want to say dear Dad I hope you take this the wrong way who was there when I was feeling down no it wasn't you it was my nana who was that when I ever felt low it was my papa beef but you never cared you never showed up when I needed you the most that one night where I was breaking in my room and cutting my arm and burning and where the hell were you you were at home with your girlfriend should I ever trust you again maybe you should I know I have to but I just need you to know when I'm down when I'm lost Town never go to you to I'll go to the people I know who will care I'll go to people who I know now will go tooo the people trust and you're not one of them you'll never be so I hope you take this the wrong way and I'm not sorry who was there for me and not you you were never there for me so I grew up on my own wondering what the hell I did wrong for you to leave I blame myself every night like it's a pain I cannot hide anymore I'm showing it through the damn song like a f****** idiot like you'll ever listen to it anyway sooo I hope you take this the wrong way but every single night I get sick of it sick of trying to be the one youuu care about sick of trying to be brave enough sick of being here in my room blaming myself for you to leave me like it's on my damn fault what the hell won't you come back so dear Dad I hope you take this the wrong wayyyy