I have to watch

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I said in my room staring at the ceiling like it's the only thing I should be doing but I should be spending more time with you I cannot escape the fact that I have to watch you die I cannot accept that this is the truth I have to watch you every single night gets sicker and sicker every single time I see you break again I break more inside under my bed staring at the roof of these tears I cannot hide anymore I'm breaking inside and I cannot escape every single night I have to watch you get sick